So I was traveling home this evening and I
had cause to look up into the sky, and I saw a rather fantastical view. The sky
was not particularly dark, even though it was 10pm, there was a little bit of
fog or low clouds, splotchy though, intermittent. The moon, which was low on
the horizon, not too low, not so low as you'd see that extraordinary giant
orange moon from time to time, somehow timed with a harvest - but it was indeed
a similar orange, a nearly half-moon, and it was quite orange. I assumed this
was due to wildfire smoke, but in any case, it was indeed a fantastic orange,
sort of low in the sky.
And of course my mind turned toward my
ongoing struggles with the digital revolution because I had the seemingly
natural and ubiquitous inclination to take out my 'phone' to 'photograph' this
astonishing scene. But then I remembered that this never adequately saves but a
tiny fraction of the experience, if it preserves any of the depth of such a
panorama at all, save just the memory that something extraordinary happened
here, on this occasion - which then leaves it to your mind to recall the
details mostly without map or notes.
I was looking at this, and I knew that I was
alive and that I was looking, into the sky - I was looking at the moon, and the
sky and the clouds, and the combination of things together, and I was
looking... ...with my eyes. I was seeing something we call 'reality.' And I
thought: "That is fantastical." and it reminded me of a famous Rene
Magritte painting - you know, the one in which there is a daytime scene, in the
sky, with his lovely puffy clouds and nursery sky-blue, but as your eyes
descend to the tree-line, there is a transition, the trees darken and below the
trees is a house, and the house is depicted at night, and the lights in the
house and upon the lampposts are ablaze, as they would be at night. In other
words, day and night live together, in his oil painting, meticulously
constructed by brush and hand. It's all very fantastical, magical, done by
oils, and by hand.
So there are couple of things there: There's
the reality I was looking at, a half-moon, orange. And then a fantastic oil
painting, depicting a fantastical scene of day and night simultaneous. These
two things, separated by 6 or 7 decades, perhaps similar, but different, but
both worthy of respect. And I thought: These days, if you made such an image,
with the aid of a computer, I would find it mundane.
You see, reality can be amazing and
fantastical, and can stubbornly refuse to be stolen and framed. But then one
can have an idea, to stage something amazing and fantastical, and Magritte did
this, and in a certain way, somehow worthy of my respect. But I suppose reality
can be mundane... ...or at least the details of our lives can be tiresome; we
fall easily into ego and desire, which barricades magic from our gaze. But I
say: "Ah-ha - you must be receptive to magical views, I wager they are
always there, should one not be numb."
But that aside: It's because I KNEW, that
that's how the world actually looked, it was fantastic. If I knew that a scene
I was looking at was created by a computer, I would have little interest and no
respect for it. Because it's just a fabrication, showing saturated colors and
fantastical scenarios or not. Even if the thoughts leading to a digitally
fabricated image, the impetus for the fabrication was a pure idea like Magritte
pursued: "What if I paint a daytime and a nighttime scene together and have
a transition between the two be rather seamless and precise?" - an idea
that a computer operator who may well call himself an artist could surely have.
An in this 'revolution' people want to defend
by saying: "Well, it still requires skill to fabricate this image. You're
just dismissing a modern skill set over an older skill set."
But I thought: There's something about that
defense that just not quite right.
There's no reconciling or need to prove the
that reality I absorbed was there, on that evening, the universe displayed that
fantastical scene, and I know that it was there and that it wasn't a
fabrication, I know that it was there, it was not created by man, it was there
without me.
I don't think the fallible chemistry in my
brain produced the image, a hallucination. We do not here breach the topic that
thinking is not faulty or arbitrary. I don't believe my brain chemistry has a
motive akin to that of a computer 'designer.'
As for Magritte and respect: This is in part the
dynamic between the 'artist' and the 'conceptual artist.' Magritte was both,
should he have used his hands in the execution of 'his' painting, rather than
those of an apprentice. Did Michelangelo prove that he COULD paint the Sistine
Chapel himself before hiring an army of painters to do the deed? And so the
'computer artist' wields the mouse as skillfully as Magritte and his horse-hair
bristles, as the defenders might say. They study the .pdf tutorials rather than
listen to the tough-love masters of old, bantering for years about the proper
color mixing techniques of tradition. If it apples and oranges, then both can
be thrown at the poor quality entertainer.
